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Journal Entry: Mon May 18, 2009, 6:00 AM




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Not literatelly, but i need to rant...a little ^^; so excuse me once more gaiz. I'm just so tired of my work right now. Not of my work at all, but of the people that's there. I mentioned several times that there is this old lady who makes my life a hell, and that isn't changed at all. No matter how much I try, no matter how hard I work, no matter how good I try to be to the people who works there, there will always ignore me or make me feel like I am a bad person or whatever. There is this lady who used to be very good to me, but since past summer she stopped talking to me and started to talk to this hellish lady and nowadays she doesn't talk to me at all even if she talks to the rest of the office. I'm still figuring what I did wrong. I tried speaking with my boss several times but she doesn't wanna know about this problem anymore, so I can't do anything about it. The old lady won't listen to me, and probably will end up arguing me with and I dont need more problems. This other lady who used to talk to me will do the same or just will remain silent about it...and I don't know what to do anymore =__= I didn't do anything wrong and it really hurts me that nobody except my boss (ocasionally) talks to me...I'm like a robot or some kind of machine that has to be ignored. I wanna quit this job but i can't right now...aww I'm regretting have getting this brand new computer...the job situation in my country is no good, there isn't work for the people, 4 million people is unemployed and I don't wanna join them :( so i have little hopes of getting a new job but I can't get over it either...well, i'm sorry for the long journal, I'm just really sad about this.


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:icondamaged927:
Aww, that sucks hard :( But you are right, you can't just leave since you do have a job and those are tough to come by lately. I hope things get better for you :hug:

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:iconfelicia-val:
sadly they wont...it's been 2 years like this and im really fed up
:iconvegetable-shadow:
oh you poor thing :<<
I have heard, that we also have a little job problems here... But they are probably really little problems, but I don't really know about them, 'cause I'm still not in the age to get a job yet XD
but I only hope that you'l feel better soon :hug:

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I don't blame you for being upset about that. It shouldn't be allowed in a work place. >_< The others are acting like a bunch of children is what it sounds like. I say give it right back to them and shove it in their faces. If they wanna play that game then you should give them a taste of their own medicine. >_<
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thats actually what i am doing...but still it's really bad when you are kind to them and they just ignore you pretending you are not here or not worth their time...
:iconmistoflight:
Then I say when they ask you to do something for them, ignore them completely. Or if you can gain enough courage to bother them till they tell you what you did. :( I just don't like it when people are so cruel, and then they don't tell you why.
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i'm really sorry.. :hug:
the jobs open here suck too, :(
hope things go okay.. :)

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aww..i feel sorry for u sis...D: :hug: :hug: :hug:
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Awww.... maybe this will make you feel better: :iconsuperglompplz:

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